Sexual Abuse, Assault, and Rape Awareness
Sexual Abuse Survivor #3
My story...
This is some of my life story. Minus emotions and readdressing every event.
I was sexually abused by my father from the ages of 3-5. He took away my want to do ballet and dance. To escape my father, both my mother and I moved from shelter to shelter for the next year. My mother suffered from MSbP (Munchhausen syndrome by proxy).
After the shelter and losing our life in Spring, Texas. We moved in with my grandfather. He was both a Sadist and a pedophile. I have ligature marks around my ankles from restraints being too tight. I used to have to hide the marks from belts, whips, and switches from the ages of 6-12 1/2.
I lost a friend to suicide while she was on the phone with me at age of 12, I was almost 13. I my dog was murdered in front of me by my grandfather at age of 12, by him hanging Sallybear (My chow) and dismembering her with my ceiling fan. He told me to "clean it up". He would tell me exactly what was going to happen before he did anything. He finally died about 4 years ago.
I have been pregnant 2 times and was forced in to labor 1 time and the baby didn't make it (I was forced by a broom stick). On of my children is buried in Texas, but not in a casket. I have no clue where it is. The second pregnancy was more resent back in 2008 and it was a miscarriage.
I was a victim of child pornography, my mom was one of my abusers, I have been raped at gun point, my uncle forced my cousin to have sex with me when I was very young, and My mom sold me for drugs and alcohol up until about 5 months ago. I was trapped because no one could believe that what I said was true. Then Pastor George saved me. He took me away of my home and brought me to live with him. I am forever grateful for him.
This is “in a round about way” my life story. I can not tell any more until I feel okay enough to share. This is me. Take it or leave it.